To myself

 Hi there. I started this blog when the world shut down during COVID.

Today I stumbled upon an old post while googling myself.

It's been five years. Five years of nothing but tests — each one designed to make me level up. I have always wanted things beyond my current capacity. I am delusional.

And the best part? That delusion is exactly what made me win. I guess. 

I run a studio today. Studio Aarth — an interior design studio. 

I built a business in a city where I didn't even know how to survive. I've had days with no food at home, to the time as me paying salaries.

I was a nobody trying to break into luxury interiors — a space that runs entirely on connections. I didn't have any. I got in anyway.

Today I've upgraded my devices, I pay my own bills, pay money for home construction and also a trip with my sister. I am doing some big girl things as it looks. 

In the last five years, I have worked a lot on myself and worked so much so that I am kinda proud of myself. But few things still stays the same - My nonchalant behaviour on my wins and my fails. 

I will continue to focus on being the best one I can be. The rest, I will live one at a time.  



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